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oh well.saturday afternoon!

Labels: bf, madness, MJ

okay.
so now there's an overload of free-time.
assignments.check.
childcare.check.
yay and i thought the worse was over when i finally filed the last piece of fucking assignment.

i didn't wake up on the day of submission(6aug-yesterday.)
yes.smartypants me.
didn't set the alarm.so that means i didn't oversleep.
and i got into a cab which smelt so bad i'd rather smell my toes.
it was )&^%$#@!@#$ smelly.
ommygod. i swear i could have died in there.
and god didnt want me to die a filthy death.

holidays,here i come.
i am so going to suck up all the bloody fun.

Labels: bf, yayness

you such a pig.
made me lose my precious sleep and i even dreamt about you.
fugly woman with zilch sex.
go find yourself a g*golo.

ah! i'm going insane. zzzz

These Walls lyrics by Teddy Geiger.

I can't believe what is in front of me
The water's rising up to my knees
And I can't figure out
How the hell I wound up here
Everything seemed okay when I started out the other day
Then the rain came pouring down
And now I'm drowning in my fears
And as I watch the setting sun
I wonder if I'm the only one

[Chorus]
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls

I've got no master plan to help me out
Or make me stand up for
All the things that I really want
You had me too afraid to ask
And as I look ahead of me
I try and pray for sanity

[chorus]
Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
And even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before
I gotta step outside these walls

These walls can't be my haven
These walls can't keep me safe here
And now I guess I gotta let them down

Cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
And everybody feels a broken heart sometimes, yeah
Even when I'm scared I have to try to fly
Sometimes I fall
But I've seen it done before

Labels: love?

my bro's music is 'overflowing' into my room.
no thanks to my open door.

anyways, that is so not the point.
MJed(as according to meiting) today and no prizes for guessing what happened.
we are not going to dwell on the past.
heck 大哥 *@#$%^&(*&

MJ tomorrow again.
volunteer to be the missing kah.

i love my soldier!
can you tell i'm happy?
no fp tml! but i miss my babies.

Labels: bf, fp, happyness, yayness